Saturday, May 28, 2011

Birthday in Heaven

Today Samara is turning 1 yr old...and she is celebrating with Jesus and the angels. I wonder if they baked her a cake and clapped as she blew out her candle. I'm sure they celebrated her since God is her Father. I wonder if she smiled when Olivia and I ate donuts for her this morning and if she enjoyed the balloons we sent up in the sky. And I wonder if she knows how much her mommy's heart misses her. Yes there is hope that she's with Jesus. There is comfort in knowing we'll see her someday. But I'd give just about anything to hug her and recall a year of memories together. Time heals a little, but the missing never goes away...
Happy Birthday sweet girl...daddy, mommy, and Olivia miss you